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Friday, October 16, 2009

even now..still need to lie to me ar. haiz. ya i noe..im no longer ur priority.
haiz.
the old is always bette rden the new. feelings for the old stuff will always be in ur life. while the new will be left alone after being play till sianz.

Tiang Wan Hua...get it straight...u r not the person she cares abt...
she meet u coz she ke lianz u..does not mean she cares..she now oni have obligation to meet n care for someone else..NOT U...get this into ur brain n remember!!!!
dun be affected by it anymore!!!

7:46 PM


im juz an useless ass.

6:04 PM


life wasnt the same for me now. im now alone. so now..i should get used to the life being alone again.

juz some random thoughts. the best movie i had seen so far in my 22yrs of life was friday the 13th. haha. coz im able to watch with someone special on her bday. the way u hold on to my hands when its scary n stuff..left me with those sweet memories n warmth frm u...it oso mark the day we started. but i think 13th is a bad number for me..haha..13th sept we ended halfway. 13th oct we ended everything. i wonder..by 13th nov will u totally leave my life. haha. theres possibilities. haha.

if there is stuff tat u wanna let me noe. pls tell me urself. i dun wanna get the stuff frm a 3rd party, even though both of u r 2gether now. even though i gave up, but give me a little respect? i din do tat to her..so i expect tat she dun do tat to me. ur beloved said tat u r finally happy. i din expect tat u recover tat fast. congrats. but ya, i should suffer alone while both of u should have fun.

the promise u made to me, were all meant to be broken.
the promises i made to u..will still be valid till the end of the earth. i will wait..the places where i promised to bring u will also be valid as long as u r free for me.

so now im back to my loner life.

1:54 PM

Monday, October 12, 2009

im born to be a loser, failure and a loner.

i long for someone like u. but i cant keep u with me.
i wanna tell u how sad i am now. but i cant. coz u were no longer here for me.
instead, for ur beloved. i wanna tell u how sad i am tat i cant get into rnd stream. but it will oni burden u more. frm the reaction u gave me ytd nitez for the timetable. im nt the 1 hu set the timetable, y vent ur anger on me. i waited whole day, ren for whole day. n tats the attitude i gt eventually. ha..how happy can i be. u tired, u gave me those bu shuang attitude. =.= i lan lan swallow it down. whatever stuff i told u, it juz never get into ur brain. i told u im nt working whole day ytd for like how long ago. yet u told me, u thought im working whole shift. ask me to trust u. n this is the fucking shit i've got. is ur beloved the oni person tat is so impt to u? den where i stand? i gave in to whatever stuff u requested. can u like give me to me even once? wat else u wan frm me? it seems like, the simple happiness i wan frm u is so difficult for u to give me. u r the 1 hu make me stop smoking. but u r oso the 1 tat makes me feels like smoking again. being fair is wat u wan now. den izzit fair for me in the 1st place. if its not. den y r u so insistent abt the being fair now. u r the 1 hu says tat love is never fair. den wat r u doing now? i told u b4. if she had alr moved on, den she wun be pestering u all along. y cant u believe me for once. u said tat wat i said to u recnetly hurt u alot. so now u noe the feelings of being hurt. n u should noe how i have been feeling for the past 4 months or so. u knew tat i hate ppl to lie to me. yet u lied to me like nobody business. when im chasing u, when we r 2gether, even when we broke up. u still lies to me. am i really tat jian bu de guang for u. tat i can oni hide all my life? when i thought tat u r the 1. i proudly annouce to my frenz tat u r mine. now, it seems like i have to proudly annouce tat u r no longer mine. wat an irony huh.
worthless-ppl really suits me to the max now. i felt like im nth to everybody. hahah. thx for the tiny conribution frm everybody in my life. i appreciate for all the contribution, but i think i can accept no more. haha. its too big a gift for me to accept.

assumptions is never an excuse for anything. so stop all ur assumptions. u never noe if u never try. im still holding on so tightly bcoz. i still love u alot. if u ever notice or realise. the promise i made to u, will always be valid. i will love u, pampered u, spoiled u, teng u for my whole life.

11:45 AM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

since young, u r the oni 1 hu dote n cares for me the most..
yet u chose to leave without me.
let me suffer all these yrs alone..

2:20 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

back home..managed to watch Harry Potter 2dae.
well..i think its ok..but not to wat i expected..
so is abit disappointing though. BUT..
the companion was fantastic :) so its like enjoyign the
show sumhow eh..haha..

im oni left with 1 month of my attachment...YES! den no
more of waking up early. hahah..n more free time..
tues is my napfa le.dead so dead.haha.didn't train at all..
haha...im oni worried abt my 2.4km. the rest is no prob for me
lorz..haiz..shall see how ar..hahahaha

tats all.bb

10:25 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009

im nth but ur butler...
appreciate and treat ur loved ones better.
do nt take them for granted.

din update for very long, nth much happen actually.
attachment for 5 weeks le. 1month 2 weeks more to go.
thanx for everybody's concern, im fine.

ok tats all. nth much to tok abt.
no mood.random post.
bb

10:10 PM